I made it.
Those three words seemed impossible a few weeks ago, sitting cross-legged on the floor of my duplex, two months worth of clothes and medicine and toiletries sprawled out around me.
Those words seemed impossible as I asked myself over and over again in a terrified whisper "Sarah Lynnae, what have you gotten yourself in to this time?"
Those words seemed impossible as I clung tightly to loved ones, clenching my eyes shut to avoid tears, and choking out goodbyes.
Despite all of that and more, I made it.
And for the next two months, I will continue to make it, each and every day because of you: you who have pledged support, who have prayed for me, who have believed in me. It is with a very humbled and grateful heart that I say to you "THANK YOU!"
Even though I've only been here a few days, I have already felt a quiet confirmation that this is where I am supposed to be. I was quite confident four months ago that this is where God wanted me this summer, but as the day to leave drew closer, my confidence wavered.
Yet as I stepped out of the airport after 26 hours of traveling, smelly, tired and hot as I was, and into the muggy Cambodian night, I smiled to myself, overcome with the adventure and excitement of it all. And when I met the "Daughters" I knew without a shadow of a doubt that I had been designed for this.
I am very appreciative for the skill set that I have developed which has proved useful in traveling. For instance, I am relaxed enough to be OK without knowing the plan for the day, but I am uptight enough to always have a good sense of where I am, who I am surrounded by, what is appropriate social behavior, and how to blend in well. It's a delicate balance, but I'm getting my fair share of practice with this each and every day.
From here on out, it is my goal to post twice a week. But now, it's lunch time at The Green Mango. You'll have to take my word for it: the food here is amazing!
Until next time,
Sarah

I'm so happy for you. It sounds like God is not only working through you, but in you as well. Enjoy knowing that you are walking in His will. Can't wait for the next blog.
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